Thursday, June 28, 2007

Devoted and/or Determined?


I recently had occasion to take the Myers-Briggs test, and was confronted with the following two choices:

1) devoted
2) determined

It gave me pause. Isn't that what we are being faced with in the latest ecclesiastical discussion? Pastor Kent's June 27 post, "Relational or Missional, Which is Right?" at Est cum est presents a carefully considered reflection on the question.

It's one thing to take a Myers-Briggs test, which cautions: "There are no "right" or "wrong" answers for [this] inventory. Your answers should reflect how you really think, feel and most naturally act -- not how you wish you were or think you should be." But isn't the ecclesiastical discussion precisely about how the church should be? In other words, isn't there something prescriptive involved, and not just descriptive? Isn't there some truth, some reality which we are called to incarnate?

As even pagan old Aristotle realized, one of the effects of sin is to swing us off balance, so that we "miss the mark" and fail to hit the "mean." I submit that the mean, where Christ is, is characterized by both devotion and determination; relation and mission. Perhaps there are times when, having lost our balance, we need to emphasize one over the other. Perhaps it is time to emphasize mission over relation. But I like how Kent put it: "I think I am moving. Not to the opposite end, but at least one standard deviation towards missional."

That's healthy. Yes, Jesus was missional. And yes, Jesus was relational. The remarkable thing about Him is that he holds both in perfect balance. And we should, too. Lord, help us to do that!

Quote

Whether we fall by ambition, blood, or lust,
like diamonds we are cut with our own dust.

--John Webster

Reflections on Psalm 139



A while back Chad invited us to reflect with him on Psalm 139, as he prepared to preach. Apparantly his sermon went well-- the Lord gave him some good things to share! (See his June 27, 2007 blog entry).

Meanwhile I have been chewing on it, and I've come to the conclusion that while this psalm has often been used by pro-lifers in the abortion controversy, I think it also speaks about our spiritual formation.

Verses 1-6: Cozy Confines

In a culture where all boundaries exist only to be broken, this psalm presents us a powerful and currently controversial image: just as a fetus develops physically inside the womb, so we develop spiritually in this world. Just as the Lord watches over the fetus, so He watches over us.


What a different perspective the psalmist has from ours! He doesn't seem the least bit panicked that God should know him so completely or "hem him in." If anything, he seems grateful and in awe that God should be so intimately involved in his life. (Imagine how a Nietzsche or a Sartre or a Paris Hilton would write these verses, if they would even be written at all!)

Verses 7-12: The Psalmist's Thought Experiment

These verses challenge the prevailing (worldly) wisdom that freedom is an absolute value (freedom being understood as the ability to break through all boundaries in order to have one's way.) We may like to think we can be God, carving out our own reality, but we are mistaken. The psalmist acknowledges that this notion of freedom is ultimately an inconceivable absurdity.

Verses 13-16a: The image of physical development in the womb

In premodern times, when children were taken as gifts from God and signs of His blessing, the womb was most often viewed as a mysterious but secure place, a place of life. The existence of the fetus depended on God's mind and will. In our own day, when children are no longer viewed as gifts but as projects for our own production, the womb is a dangerous place. Pregnancy is even treated as a disease. The existence of the fetus now credited to human choice and human technology.

How to span the difference in world views here? That will essential if contemporary listeners are to be able to hear it. Underlying the Psalmist's worldview is the narrative order of Genesis: "In the beginning God;" then the world, then finally humanity. Today's narratives profoundly reverse the order or dispense with God entirely, so that self alone reigns supreme. If we are to be formed spiritually by this Psalm, we cannot read it using the lenses of our time.

Verse 16b-24: Our spiritual development in the world

Life is growth.

Physically, we develop from zygote to blastocyst to embryo to fetus to child to adolescent to adult.
Jean Piaget described four stages of intellectual development : sensorimotor, preoperational, concrete operational, formal operational.
Erickson described eight stages of psychosocial development and Kohlberg describedsix stages of moral development .

The Psalmist understands this, and celebrates the fact that the Lord who is so painstaking regarding our physical development is also intimately involved in our spiritual development. Just as the fetus floats in the waters of the womb, so the psalmist is bouyed by God's revelation, through nature and through His word. Though God's thoughts are inexhaustable and deep, He graciously permits the psalmist to trace them-- enough so that the psalmist knows how precious they are. But the more he searches them out, the more he realizes he can never fully fathom them. (As Josef Pieper has written, reality is mysterious because it is intelligible.)

Then another moment in our spiritual development is described, in verses 19-22. Just as little boys sometimes imitate their fathers by pretending to shave, and little girls sometimes imitate their mothers by playing with lipstick, so the psalmist imitates God by identifying with His rejection of evil. In a mirroring of Ruth's confession, "Your people will be my people, your God will be my God," the psalmist cries "Do I not hate those who hate you O Lord?" God's enemies will be the psalmist's enemies.

Finally the psalmist moves to the ultimate stages of spiritual development: what if Pogo is right? What if we have met the enemy, and he is us? Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn put it this way: "The line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties, but right through every human heart---and through all human hearts."

If the image of God is to grow in the psalmist, he cannot avoid permitting the Lord to scour his soul.

Only then will he be spiritually mature; only then will he/we find the path of life that leads to the vision of God.

Only then will we be all God means us to be.


Only then will Thy will, and not my will, be done.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

ECC Ordination Service, June 24, 2007



Ordinands receive a stole to remind them that they are taking on the yoke of Christ. The service is a formal affair, with everyone robed.




"... for most evangelicals, all theology is autobiography." -- Mark Gordon, 9/19/03

Recently I have begun wondering if this remark isn't true, but mercifully the Covenant Ordination Service on Sunday morning, June 24, put my mind to rest. Phil Stenberg preached a powerful, scriptural sermon that set the bar for excellence. No sound bytes, no formulas, no soft-sell, no visuals, no guilt for not being a megachurch multiplying itself faster than a flu virus. Phil just preached the pericope, Luke 8:26-38, reminding us of the truth that Jesus Christ has power over sin, death and demons, and calling us to let Him deliver us from our Legions, and to go back home to tell everyone what Jesus has done for us. Read a digest of the sermon here

And what a blessing Dave Kersten is to the Covenant! He is Executive Director of the Department of Ministry, and understands the importance of Word and Sacrament in our life together.

1) Word:
Dave let us have language to worship with. We sang some really meaty hymns and recited the Te Deum and the Apostle's Creed. (It always gives me shivers to hear that many people confessing Christ together in language that Christians have shared for centuries.)

2) Sacrament
: I really appreciated the opportunity for us all to renew our baptismal vows, before the new ordinands made their vows, as it underscored the new life we all share in Christ.They used to do this on Easter at Sacred Heart, when we were at Notre Dame. No doubt some folks must have found it too "popish" but I was not one of them.

Call me a curmudgeon, but seeing those new ministers kneel, and receive the laying on of hands moves me in a way that newer attempts at ritual cannot, precisely because it is an act of the church, uniting us throughout space and time with the apostles and the Lord Himself. It is not something someone dreamed up to reinforce a lesson or create a spiritual "high" for worship. There is nothing fresh, novel or creative about this practice to distract or amuse us. In a world where each person is his/her own sovereign, we were reminded that in the Church, Christ is King, and He calls and gifts particular men and women to serve Him as ministers of His word and sacraments.

Of course there are many Christians who challenge the very notion of sacrament and/or hold their own experience with God to be normative. Those are the folks Mark Gordon has pegged: their theology is simply their autobiography. But as Dave and Phil reminded us, we are formed spiritually not only by our experiences, but by scripture, tradition, and reason. May God bless these men and women who have heard His call, obediently prepared themselves, and now go on to faithfully live out that calling among His people.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Irises from our garden, May, 2007

One of the joys of gardening is sharing plants with friends. The pale yellow irises are from Joyce Kooiman's garden. Hopefully my calla lilies are giving her joy in return.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Reflecting: McKnight on John







I've been chewing some more on Scot McKnight's June 11 post, "Spiritual Formation Forum," http://www.jesuscreed.org/?p=2454. Great stuff. Scot writes:

"1. John thinks with the term “life” or “fellowship”: the light of God invading a person’s life so that they live in the light of fellowship and love.2. John’s primary category for spiritually formed people is “love God, love one another”: 1 John."

What about truth, Scot? The light of God invading a person's life not only is a light of fellowship and love, but also truth.

This is pretty simplistic, but once I went through John's gospel and epistles and just underlined "truth" in one color and "love" in another. I was amazed to discover just how many times those two concepts seemed to always within reach of one another in John's mind, as if there could be no love without truth and no truth without love. Could it be that John's primary category for spiritually formed people is love-truth? (cf. in John 17:17; 1 John 2:8 and 3:18; 2 John 3.)

Isn't truth-love also the point at which Jesus, Paul and John all three agree about spiritual formation? The Kingdom will be a place where God's will is done and that will is loving and true, because He is Love and Truth ( John 14:6; 1 John 4:8). The Church will be fellowship of the Spirit of Truth where the kingdom vision of Jesus is realized through the Spirit of Truth. (Jn. 14:17, 15:26, 16:13, 1 John 4:6). Finally, that Light that enables us to live in fellowship and love is full of grace and truth (Jn. 1:14, 16)

I wonder if it isn't easy for us to marginalize "truth" because

1) Moderns whittled down the concept so that it only referred to what is "objective--" verifiable by other knowers in time and space

2) we live and move in a postmodern culture that has seen how hollow that modern conception is and so despaired of "truth. " Instead, our world rushes to the opposite extreme and instead substitutes the purely subjective notion of "meaning" for truth.

At our best, we Pietists are always trying to strike the balance and not be carried away to the extremes. At one point in our history we needed to emphasize the Lord's "love" in order to witness to the kingdom vision. Might it not be time for us to become reacquainted with the Spirit of Truth and rehabilitate "truth" into our Christian vocabulary, in order to continue to live out our faithful witness to Jesus Christ? Or does being faithful to the mission He has given us require us to speak the language of the world, in which case "truth" will not be part of the lexicon?

These are tough questions and I don't know the answer. I am even less able to predict how they ultimately will be answered. I'm going to read Scot some more to see what he thinks. Meanwhile, what do you think?

An Illustrated List of Roses in my Garden, with commentary

WARNING: this post has multiple images that will take a while to download if you don't have high speed cable access.



Magic Carousel: My first minature, from K-Mart. Originally planted in the ground, now in a container. Keeps hanging on. Buds are exceptionally lovely.


Sun Sprinkle: Another miniature that I grow in a pot on the patio. Slow to kick in, but wonderful coin-sized brilliant yellow blossoms.


Rhonda (climber): A rarity now, this descendent of New Dawn is a tough cookie, surviving on an arbor that is increasingly shadowed by the neighbor's oak tree. (Handel shares the other half of the arbor). Lovely medium pink blossoms with a bluish cast.


Pristine: Of all my bushes it is most resistant to blackspot, though it blows quickly. The blossoms are so perfect that you think they are made of bone china.


Sunsprite: A bright lemon yellow with wonderful light fragrance; always blooming. Steve's favorite. So good I have two, and have given them as gifts to two of the girls' elementary teachers. They planted them outside their classrooms. When one retired, she took it with her!


Julia Child: a small floribunda with golden-yellow blossoms. My newest aquisition. Seated where JFK once presided, and doing beautifully. Higher than normal resistance to blackspot.



Gemini: I first saw this at the Portland rose garden when it was still an unnamed test bush. I couldn't wait to get my hands on it. It doesn't have any fragrance, but my oh my are the blossoms huge! Instead of the magenta edges that Double Delight boasts, Gemini has salmon-coral edging.


Sheer Bliss: an oldie. Tall, with marvelous fragrance, but not especially good in the vase as it tends to turn tannish once cut.


Johann Strauss: My one and only Romantica, and I can't recoomend it highly enough. Tons of delicate pink blooms that remind me of the icing roses on my Grandmother's birthday cakes. Blends well with other flowers in arrangements.


John F. Kennedy: This one is a witness to my grace. After repeatedly vowing to shovel prune it, I gave it a second chance in a subprime location. It got the message and is now finally performing. Julia Child now has his former spot.


Joseph's Coat (Climber) Rescued from rose abuse at the Springfield Target, this one has warmed to its new home along the fence. Each blossom goes through succeeding stages of red, pink, coral, orange, yellow. I've paired it with a brilliant purple Jackmani clematis, and the two make a striking couple.


Handel: A horrible blackspot magnet, defoliated most of the season, but its blossoms are exquisite. Shares an arbor with Rhonda.


Don Juan: Adjusting nicely to his new location, the buds are almost black. Highly fragrant. My only completely red rose. Shares arbor with Jackmani clematis.


Double Delight: Lives up to its name in fragrance and flower. One of my absolute favorites, so I have two of them in their own private bed.


Sexy Rexy: seems to like its new location. Flat faced floribunda with a ridiculous name. The breeders did penance by naming her offspring "Our Lady of Guadalupe."


The Fairy: My only polyantha, she has thousands of tiny pink blossoms which, once they finally kick in, are rarely out of bloom. She has her own special place alone by the front door since she takes up so much room.


Peace: When she blooms, she's beautiful; but a horrific blackspot magnet, second only to Handel. I love what a little epsom salt does for her colors.


America (climber) Absolutely incredible. She stands against the greeny-blue gray of the house, soaks up the southern sun and throws buckets of these incredible blossoms. Very vigorous. Sadly, no fragrance. I love the color, especially with the reddish purple clematis.


Queen Elizabeth: Sine qua non of roses. Blossoms start out intensely pink and fade to light pink. The first rose I ever planted, and so good that I now have two. The second one shares an arbor with "Multi Blue" clematis.


Scentimental: a treasured gift from Susan. Showy and fragrant, I have her standing alone next to the fence in the front yard, as it is difficult for her to blend in with other bushes.


Iceberg: doing its best to perform without as much sun as he'd like, and so susceptible to blackspot. A real trooper.


Bonica: No scent, but vigorous and a real bloom machine. I have one at each end of the front yard bed. Wonderful hips in the fall.




Winchester Cathedral: Another gift from Susan. Sometimes it throws blossoms that show its Mary Rose parentage. Part of my homage to Vita Sackville-West's White Garden, it stands next to a white dogwood, white rhodie, and two white clemati.


Mary Rose: Poor thing has never had enough light, in either location I've put her. Sulked after moving, and only now is beginning to snap out of it.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

A. continues the fight



We were well into the second song of the morning when A. stumbled in to worship, with a dozen apricot roses in a vase. I took them from her, placed them on the altar and led her to her chair next to mine. She is wiped out, physically and emotionally. Her cancer enzyme levels are high and she's in horrific pain, praying that she can have another chemo tomorrow. The pain meds that used to bring her relief for 8 hours now are only working for just a couple hours, and she thinks something has "changed" within her kidneys.

As difficult as it is to see her physical suffering, it is even more difficult to witness her spiritual trials. "I must have done something to make Jesus not love me any more," she whispers. "He doesn't come to me anymore. He doesn't hear me." (She hasn't had any more dreams recently.) "Every night I pray he come to me, but He doesn't." I try to reassure her, to be Christ to her, but it is a challenge for both of us.

According to the internet, "Doctors generally think a patient is doing very well if they are still alive two years after being diagnosed with stomach cancer that has spread. Fewer than 1 in 20 people (5%) live for at least 5 years if they have stage 4 stomach cancer when they are diagnosed."

A. is teaching me how important the difference is between optimism, hope and hope in Christ. (cf. Dr. Jerome Groopman, author of , The Anatomy of Hope: How People Prevail in the Face of Illness, http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/4269238/
I don't want to rob A. of hope in Christ; but I do want to guard her from mere optimism and point her to a fuller hope which is not just grounded in human volition. Groopman writes:

"I think the will to live is a very powerful force. It’s instinctual, it probably varies from person to person. Hope is different. It has a cognitive or informational component which involves gaining knowledge, learning, seeing what’s in front of you, and with that, making very deliberate choices. The will to live is very important, in terms of survival. Hope is a higher function. You need both, for sure. If you don’t have a will to live, it’s very hard to find hope."

Groopman was asked: "When a patient feels more in control do you think it helps? Or are there instances when feeling in control can’t help?

"Having control potentially can help clinically in terms of outcome, but it may not. Again, it’s not a magic wand where you switch it on like a light. Still, having a sense of control is extremely beneficial in terms of lowering fear and anxiety and being able to make choices. There is a whole other dimension to hope, though. The very last line of the book says, “For those who have hope, it may help some to live longer, and it will help all to live better.” When you have a sense of control, when you’ve made choices and you don’t feel totally at the mercy of those around you, it can give a person enormous comfort and strength and equilibrium in facing very difficult circumstances.

The question of course is a philosophical one: what is hope? Is it the ability to choose or the conviction that one has been chosen? One will focus on doing something according to some formula, the other will focus on being in a relationship. One will focus on the self as agent; the other will focus on God as agent. One can only end in frustration; the other leads to life and love.

Psalm 33

18 But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him,
on those whose hope is in his unfailing love,

19 to deliver them from death
and keep them alive in famine.

20 We wait in hope for the LORD;
he is our help and our shield.

21 In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name.

22 May your unfailing love rest upon us, O LORD,
even as we put our hope in you.

Jean Vanier: A Guarantee


Quotation from Jan Bros, June 17, 2007:
http://sacredthreshold.typepad.com/sacred_threshold/

"The Covenant of Community, profound as it is, can never guarantee that a certain person will always stay physically close to another. It guarantees only that there will always be someone there, inspired by the same Spirit."

--Jean Vanier, Man and Woman He Made Them as read in Celtic Daily Prayer

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Interview with Mary Hynes, CBC Radio One

Jean Vanier talks with Mary Hynes about the danger of craving a spirituality without religion, and the importance of commitment rather than comfort in the life of the spirit.

Jean Vanier is the son of the late Georges P. Vanier, a former Governor General of Canada, and his wife Pauline. He was educated in England and Canada; for several years, he was with the navy. He resigned in 1950 and went to France to complete a doctorate in philosophy on Aristotle.

In 1964, with the support of his spiritual advisor, Père Thomas, he invited two men with a developmental disability, Raphael Simi and Phillippe Seux, to live with him in an old house in the French village of Trosly-Breuil.

He named the house L’Arche, after Noah’s Ark, and gradually welcomed not only more men and women with developmental disabilities but also the assistants who would live and work with them.

Since then, L’Arche has grown into an international federation of more than 100 communities in nearly 30 countries.
Vanier later also founded Faith and Light, an international network of support, which brings together the families of the disabled.

Jean Vanier has dedicated his life to working with physically and developmentally disabled adults. His philosophy is reflected in the guiding principle of L’Arche, which is that the weak and the disabled - indeed, all who are lonely and excluded from society - have much to teach us. Vanier believes true spirituality comes from our relationships with the less fortunate. Spirituality then becomes not an expression of self-indulgence, but of love for one another and for God. Vanier led the international L’Arche federation until 1981, when he stepped down.

He still makes his home in Trosly-Breuil, sharing his life with the members of the community there. He travels a great deal, visiting L’Arche homes around the world and speaking at conferences and retreats.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Eugene Peterson and Rabbi Jonathan Sacks: Strange Bedfellows, Wise Voices















Two passages I've been reflecting on:

First:
There is a great market for religious experience in our world; there is little enthusiasm for the patient acquisition of virtue little inclination to sign up for a long apprenticeship in what earlier generations of Christians called holiness."

--Eugene Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

Second:

[This is the final part of an article, "Markets and Morals," that I use in my ethics class. It is by Jonathan Sacks, chief rabbi of the British Commonwealth. http://www.firstthings.com/article.php3?id_article=2654

While it's main focus is on economics, I think it has something to say to our situation at VCC. How will we be formed spiritually, as persons and as Christ's Body? Right now there is a struggle over visions for the future: shall we be tourists/consumers, or pilgrims? What will our ecclesiology be? One based on market and satisfying the self, or one based on virtue and imitation of Christ? Does Jesus give us Life, or lifestyle? Will our relationships be driven by our desires or by discipleship to Jesus Christ?

Ironically (or maybe it is God's providential sense of humor!) I think Sack's five "features of Judaism" can also function as signs of our life in Christ:

1) Sabbath
2) Marriage and Family (if understood more broadly as Body of Christ)
3) Education
4) the concept of Property
5) tradition/Law (if understood more broadly as Scripture)

These are some ways that the Body of Christ says to the world: "thus far and no farther. There are realms in which you may not intrude." They are also some of the ways the Body of Christ says to the world: "Come unto Me, all you who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." A few folks might even call them (gasp!) institutions.]


"I want to draw attention to five features of Judaism, essential to its way of life, that on the face of it stand utterly opposed to the market ethic.

The first, of course, is the Sabbath and its related institutions, the sabbatical year and the jubilee. The Sabbath is the boundary Judaism draws around economic activity. What marked the Sabbath off from all other religious celebrations in the ancient world was its concept of a day of rest. So unintelligible was this to the writers of ancient Greece that they accused Jews of observing it merely out of laziness. But of course what was at the heart of the Sabbath was and is the idea that there are important truths about the human condition that cannot be accounted for in terms of work or economics. [BETH ADDS: or amusement.] The Sabbath is the day on which we neither work nor employ others to do our work, on which we neither buy nor sell, in which all manipulation of nature for creative ends is forbidden, in which all hierarchies of power or wealth are suspended.

The Sabbath is one of those phenomena-incomprehensible from the outside-that you have to live in order to understand. For countless generations of Jews it was the still point in the turning world, the moment at which we renew our attachment to family and community, during which we live the truth that the world is not wholly ours to bend to our will but something given to us in trust to conserve for future generations, and in which the inequalities of a market economy are counterbalanced by a world in which money does not count, in which we are all equal citizens. The Jewish writer Achad Ha-am was surely correct when he said that more than the Jews have kept the Sabbath, the Sabbath has kept the Jews. It was and is the one day in seven in which we live out all those values that are in danger of being obscured in the daily rush of events; the day in which we stop making a living and learn instead simply how to live.

Secondly, consider marriage and the family. Judaism is one of the great familial traditions, and this despite the fact that in strict legal terms a Jewish marriage has the form of a contract; that Judaism has never prohibited divorce by mutual consent; and that it is quite relaxed about that modern development, the prenuptial agreement, and indeed sees it as a useful device in alleviating the stress of separation. The reason Judaism has often succeeded in sustaining strong marriages and families has little to do with the structure of Jewish marriage law, and a great deal to do with its ritual life, the way in which many of the supreme religious moments take place in the home as a dialogue between husband and wife, or between parents and children. Ultimately, Judaism saw marriage not as a contract but as the supreme example of a covenant, namely a commitment based not on mutual benefit but on mutual belonging, whose key value is fidelity, holding fast to one another especially during difficult times because you are part of who I am. The Jewish family survived because, in the graphic phrase of the sages, it was surrounded by a hedge of roses,an elaborate network of rituals that bound individuals together in a matrix of mutual giving that was utterly at odds with a market ethic.

Thirdly, consider education. I have already mentioned that Jewish law favors competition in the provision of teaching. What it did not do, however, was to leave access to education to the market and to the ability to pay. Even in the days of Moses, Jews were instructed to set the highest religious value on education-as one of our most famous prayers, taken from the book of Deuteronomy, puts it: You shall teach these things diligently to your children, speaking of them when you sit at home or travel on the way, when you lie down and when you rise up.And by the first century, Jews had constructed the world's first system of universal compulsory education, funded by collective taxation. Education, the life of the mind, an ability to follow a train of thought and see the alternative possibilities that give rise to argument, are essential features of Jewish spirituality, and ones to which everyone, however poor, must be given access.

Fourthly, the concept of property. I mentioned earlier that Judaism has a high regard for private property as an institution governing the relations between human beings. At the same time, though, governing the relationship between humanity and God, there has been an equal insistence that what we have we do not unconditionally own. Ultimately everything belongs to God. What we have, we hold in trust. And there are conditions to that trust-or as the great Victorian Jew Sir Moses Montefiore put it, We are worth what we are willing to share with others.

And finally, there is the Jewish tradition of law itself. It was a non-Jew, William Rees-Mogg, who first drew my attention to the connection between Jewish law and the control of inflation, a link that I confess I never thought of making. His argument is contained in The Reigning Error, a book he wrote in 1974, a time of high inflation. It was simply this: Inflation is a disease of inordinacy.It comes about through a failure to understand that energy, to be channeled, needs restraints. It was the constant discipline of law, he says, that provided the boundaries within which Jewish creativity could flow. The law, to quote his words, has acted as a bottle inside which this spiritual and intellectual energy could be held; only because it could be held has it been possible to make use of it. It has not merely exploded or been dispersed; it has been harnessed as a continuous power.Jews, for Rees-Mogg, were a model of acquired self-restraint, and it was the failure of societies to practice self-restraint that led to runaway inflation [
BETH would add: also moral and theological error.]

And with this I come back to Hayek and The Fatal Conceit. It was Hayek's view that moral systems produced their results, not directly or by conscious intention, but rather in the long run and often in ways that could not have been foreseen. Certainly Jews believed that their way of life would lead to the blessings of prosperity. That, after all, is the substance of many of Moses' prophecies. But there was no direct connection between institutions like the Sabbath and economic growth. How could there be? The Sabbath, the family, the educational system, the concept of ownership as trusteeship, and the disciplines of the law were not constructed on the basis of economic calculation. To the contrary, they were ways in which Judaism in effect said to the market: thus far and no farther. There are realms in which you may not intrude.

The concept of the holy is precisely the domain in which the worth of things is not judged by their market price or economic value.
[BETH WOULD ADD: or by their appeal or entertainment value].And this fundamental insight of Judaism is all the more striking given its respect for the market within the marketplace. The fatal conceit for Judaism is to believe that the market governs the totality of our lives, when it in fact governs only a limited part of it, that which concerns the goods we think of as being subject to production and exchange.
There are things fundamental to being human that we do not produce; instead we receive from those who came before us and from God Himself. And there are things that we may not exchange, however high the price.

Socialism is not the only enemy of the market economy. Another enemy, all the more powerful for its recent global triumph, is the market economy itself. When everything that matters can be bought and sold, when commitments can be broken because they are no longer to our advantage, when shopping becomes salvation and advertising slogans become our litany, when our worth is measured by how much we earn and spend, [BETH would add: when what we take to be real is only what we can feel] then the market is destroying the very virtues on which in the long run it depends. That, not the return of socialism, is the danger that advanced economies now face. And in these times, when markets seem to hold out the promise of uninterrupted growth in our satisfaction of desires, the voice of our great religious traditions needs to be heard, warning us of the gods that devour their own children, and of the temples that stand today as relics of civilizations that once seemed invincible.

The market, in my view, has already gone too far: not indeed as an economic system, but as a cast of thought governing relationships and the image we have of ourselves. A great rabbi once taught this lesson to a successful but unhappy businessman. He took him to the window and asked him, What do you see? The man replied, I see the world. He then took him to a mirror and asked, What do you see? He replied, I see myself. That, said the rabbi, is what happens when silver covers glass. Instead of seeing the world you see only yourself. The idea that human happiness can be exhaustively accounted for in terms of things we can buy, exchange, and replace is one of the great corrosive acids that eat away the foundations on which society rests; and by the time we have discovered this, it is already too late.

The market does not survive by market forces alone. It depends on respect for
institutions, which are themselves expressions of our reverence for the human individual as the image and likeness of God


--Jonathan Sacks, "Markets and Morals"

Pilgrims and Tourists

"For the market is not only an institution of exchange. It is also a highly anti-traditional force, at least in advanced consumer societies. The stimulation of demand, for example, depends on a culture, even a cult, of the new, the product that improves on the past and renders it obsolete in an increasingly short space of time. It encourages a view of human life itself as a series of consumer choices rather than as a set of inherited ways of doing things.

One of the most fateful developments is the displacement of human identity. Our identity used to be something given by the history into which we are born. Now we conceive of it as something like a suit of clothes we can choose, wear for a while, and then discard in favor of the new season’s fashion-the move graphically illustrated by our change of terminology from “life” to “lifestyle,” with its suggestion that there is nothing of substance that defines who we are. In the process, religion itself is transformed from salvation to a branch of the leisure industry, and we are transformed, as one writer put it, “from pilgrim to tourist
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--Rabbi Jonathan Sacks, Chief Rabbi of the United Hebrew Congregations of the British Commonwealth.
http://www.chiefrabbi.org/speeches/morals.htm

Interesting that both Rabbi Sacks, a Jew, and Eugene Peterson, a Christian, should both be concerned that we are no longer pilgrims but tourists.

Make me more than just a Christian in my heart, in my heart;
Lord I want to be a pilgrim on the Way.
By the Way, In the Way,
Lord I want to be your pilgrim on the Way.

Lord I want to be a Christian, be your child, be your child
Lord I want to be a Christian: be your child.
In my heart, in my soul,
in my mind and body, Lord
be your child.

Lord please to give me your truth, in my mind, in my mind
Lord I want to have your truth in my mind.


Lord please give to me your goodness in my heart, in my heart,
Lord I want to have your goodness in my heart.

Lord please give to me your beauty in my soul, in my soul
Lord I want to have your beauty in my soul.

Lord please give my body strength,
give me strength give me strength
Lord please give my body strength to do your will.

Make me more than just a Christian in my heart, in my heart;
Lord I want to be your pilgrim on the Way.
By your Way, In your Way,
Lord I want to be your pilgrim on the Way.

(repeat, second time singing in first person plural)

The long apprenticeship

"There is a great market for religious experience in our world; there is little enthusiasm for the patient acquisition of virtue, little inclination to sign up for a long apprenticeship in what earlier generations of Christians called holiness."

--Eugene Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

Lord, make me (us) obedient.
Draw me (us) towards You, and keep me (us) from being scattered.
Let me (us) not tire of the habits that make for holiness,
Or mistake my (our) will for Yours.
Enable me (us) to be patient with those who confuse charisma with your Christ, and in all things
-- my (our) Lord and my (our) God!--
be my (our) first and final focus.

Amen.



Friday, June 15, 2007

This Guy's a Gift


As usual, Brad respects the balance, and doesn't get carried away by every wind of doctrine or practice. From his blog, Friday, June 15, 2007: http://bradboydston.blogspot.com/

"Quotable: ...In other words, God is anything but "meaningful," "understandable," or "intelligible." And worship, if it is authentic worship of the biblical God, will, at some level, remain incomprehensible. Worship that enables us to encounter the living God should leave worshippers a bit stupefied; they should leave their pews, pump the minister's hand, and enthusiastically blurt out, "I didn't understand large portions of the service. Thank you!"-- Mark Galli [BRAD:] As usual, though, this is only part of the story. Through the incarnation God made himself comprehensible. How he did that is incomprehensible."

God bless you, Brad Boydston! You are not only a gift to the Covenant and to PIBC, you are a gift to the Church.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Institution or Body?



Scot McKnight recently posted this riddle:

“Hostile to the church, friendly to Jesus Christ.” These words describe large numbers of people, especially young people, today. They are opposed to anything which savors of institutionalism. They detest the establishment and its entrenched privileges. And they reject the church — not without some justification — because they regard it as impossibly corrupted by such evils. Who do you think said this? [No googling answers.]

It was from John Stott, written in 1958.

IMO it is an oxymoron, but then again I'm not I'm not a good nominalist. A protestant hermeneutic, insofar as it is nominalist, will not be able to countenance universals. An institution is a universal; thus institutions must be opposed. It seems essential to classic protestant identity to protest, focus on the tension between Christ and church, to always be struggling, to live in the "not yet." Institutions make for broad and handy targets of criticism. Thus for protestants it makes perfect sense to emphasize the distinction between the two, and assume that somehow one can relate to Christ independently of Church.

Postmoderns, riding the tsunami of modernism to its inevitable shore, exult in deconstruction and the slaughtering of sacred cows. Institutions invite dismantling-- marriage, church, family, whatever. But some postmoderns (inexplicably) draw a line at deconstructing persons, and so Jesus is able to escape the knife. Thus emergents can relate to Jesus independently of the Church.

But is this faithful to scripture? How does this connect with what Paul writes in Ephesians? Does Paul consider "institution" somehow different from Body? (And even if He does, is Body a particular, or a universal?) Again, a protestant hermeneutic, insofar as it is nominalist, will not be able to countenance universals; an institution is a universal; thus institutions must be opposed.

But what if there is a different hermeneutic, one that is not based on the modernist nominalist metaphysic? What if there are universals, in which particulars participate? (Augustine and Aquinas seemed to think so, calling them "ideas in the mind of God.") Then it will not be so easy to dismiss institutions, or read "Body" as anything except a universal in which particular congregations and persons participate.

As for "me and my house," we take the Church to be the Body of Christ, and that Body is incarnated through the institutional church. So it is a contradiction to accept Christ but reject His Body. Perhaps it is even heresy? ( from Gk. hairesis "a taking or choosing," from haireisthai "take, seize," middle voice of hairein "to choose," of unknown origin.)

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Intellectual and Relational Plate Tectonics




I live in geologically active country. The Pacific Northwest is renowned for volcanoes like Mt. St. Helens, and the Cascadia Subduction Zone, where the North American and Juan de Fuca plates create a major fault. All this has me wondering: are there any analogies between human relationships/ideas and the created world?

Romans 8

19 The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed.
20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope
21 that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.
22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time.
23 Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies.

The Present Situation:

In fallen nature, both the the earth and human relationships have faults.People (and ideas) can move three ways relative to each other:

1) Extensional: they can be driven apart by some third person or idea

2) "Transform:" (an unfortunate term, from a Christian perspective) they can be individually drawn to two divergent ends; and so either slowly "slide" or "grind" past one another; until the tension builds to a point where there is a sudden jerk/divergence/falling out/agreement to go two separate ways

3) Compressional: they can collide. Upon collision, one of two possibilities occurs:
a) subduction: one person or idea is "submerged" by the other; so that whoever is the strongest survives.
b) mountains: both persons(or ideas) are equally strong and so continue to build up against each other in an incommensurable way, so that onlookers must choose which side of the mountain they will inhabit.

"Thy Kingdom Come"

In redeemed nature, both people and ideas are restored, so that the image is no longer one of stress and strain but of God's original intention: a kingdom of perfect order and flourishing. It would seem, then, that relationships will no longer be characterized in terms of extension, compression or "transform," but something much more intimate, "face to face." To know will be to love, and to love will be to know. There will be no other desire but the Triune God, and therre will be nothing to tempt, frustrate or impede that desire. Perhaps this is what transfiguration, the Beatific vision and perichoresis are all about.
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This site gives more fodder for thought: http://www.seismo.unr.edu/ftp/pub/louie/class/100/plate-tectonics.html


Just wondering...(#2)



Have you noticed that those folks who are most fond of the expression "think outside the box" are the ones who use it, over and over and over?

If they finally were able to get rid of all the boxes, would they be able to think?

Where would box turtles be without their boxes?

Why do we like to put gifts in boxes? Why do we look forward to receiving boxes from the UPS man?

Would the Missisippi still be a great river if it weren't boxed in by its banks?

Ideas matter

"To change spiritual formation from an individual emphasis to an ecclesial emphasis will mean that we have to broaden our sense of the gospel so that Church is vital to the gospel."

--Scot McKnight, Spiritual Formation Forum, June 11, 2007 http://www.jesuscreed.org/

What would this mean for specialized ministries within the local church, for example, youth ministry? Instead of working out of the parachurch model, youth ministry would embrace and live out this ecclesial model. Instead of being "clubs," collections of individuals united according to their age/station in life/common interests and functioning relatively independently with input from a charismatic few, ministries would be organic: unable to stand apart from the Body, and unable to function without involving everyone. Instead of focusing on ourselves and relating to those like us, we would focus on the whole, and learn to also relate to those different from us.

This would be revolutionary for VCC. Scot has articulated one of the great philosophical/theological problems we are facing. Steve has been trying to push for Scot's vision, but we have folks who are heavily invested in the parachurch model. I fear that the resolution will be a matter of plate tectonics unless the Lord offers us another way.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Spiritual Personalities: Cornerstone, 6/10/07


So I finally got to do Corinne Ware's spirituality inventory with the Cornerstone class yesterday. I thought it would provide a good way to wrap up our yearlong study of great OT characters. http://www.fullerseminarybookstore.com/search_results.php?id_author=15061 I took great pains to point out that it is not the Gospel, just a tool for helping us understand some of the things we've been reading and studying and experiencing.

Initial defensiveness from M. and L, (M. came in late and missed my caveat; L is in his down cycle) but the kids seemed to respond. I made a masking tape cross through the middle of the room, and numbered the quadrants. The kids took the inventory, then I invited them to stand in the quadrant in which they had the most hits. Not suprisingly, most fell into #2; Joanna, Will, Aaron were in #1, and Kaylee stood alone in #3. No one stood in #4.

I asked them to recall all the different OT characters we've studied this year, and give an example of one for each quadrant. "Moses!" for #1. "David!" for #2. "Daniel!" for #3. "Joseph!" for #4. (Joseph? Hmmn. I would have said Samson...) Then I asked them to consider Jesus, who stands at the still point of the cross, spanning all quadrants and inviting us all into a deeper knowledge/love of Him. In so doing we will draw closer to one another.

Finally, we stood in our quadrants and held hands, making a circle, and thanked God for giving us our different personalities and gifts, and for allowing us to enter into the Story He has been telling, from OT through NT through the history of the church to this very moment to eternity. It was my small effort to remind the kids that Christian life is not just a matter of their individual experience, or even their experience in the VCC youth group, their experience at CHIC, their experience as 21st century Gen-X American Protestants--muchless their experience of Velvet Elvis.

Then it was time for worship. Steve gave a great sermon on creation ex nihilo:

"God takes nothing and fills it with something. He takes death and turns it into life. He can fill the nothingness in your life and in mine. God changed the world’s nothing into something. And when through our sin the nothing snuck back into His creation, when our lives and our relationships and our hearts got holes in them, God came to us. He came into the world Himself to feel our emptiness. He filled peoples’ stomachs and healed their bodies. Then He let us hang Him up on a Cross and make holes in Him. He took all those holes, all that emptiness, and filled it with grace. As Philippians 2:7 says, Jesus Christ emptied Himself, made Himself nothing, so that we, so that His world could be something again.

God calls you by name and raises you out of nothing into someone. His grace is there for you. If you feel like your heart is empty, then it’s ready for God. If you feel like you’ve got nothing to offer, then He has something for you. In Jesus the power and grace that made a universe out of nothing are ready to make something out of you."

I can't wait to see how Jesus is going to resurrect us. Maranatha.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

from "The Victory of the Cross"

Exalted and glorious God of patriarchs and infants
the shame you freely accepted has become our pride.
Let all of us be lifted on high by your cross.

Let us string our hearts on its pegs
so we can tune the lyres of our lives to it
and sing to you, Lord of the Universe, the odes of Zion.

The Bible says a wooden ship from Tarshish
once supplied gold to Solomon every three years.
Now every day and hour, the wood of your cross
gives us riches beyond measure,
For it is the cross guides all of us
on the return to Paradise.

--"The Victory of the Cross" by Romanos the Melodist, 6th century

Susan alerted us to this wonderful hymn/poem, found in
R.J. Schork, Sacred Song from the Byzantine Pulpit: Gainsville: University Press of Florida, 1995. The entire poem is worth reading. It is a dialogue between Hades and Belial (the Devil) at the point of Christ's crucifixion. Romanos uses lots of interesting wood/tree imagery throughout, with many references to the OT. Isn't find this final image of the cross as a lyre amazing? Right now I can appreciate the "stretching"metaphor of heartstrings, and the idea that it is our lives which are to be tuned to the instrument.

What do I desire?


Psalm 37:4

Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.

I Kings 3

5 At Gibeon the LORD appeared to Solomon during the night in a dream, and God said, "Ask for whatever you want me to give you."
6 Solomon answered, "You have shown great kindness to your servant, my father David, because he was faithful to you and righteous and upright in heart. You have continued this great kindness to him and have given him a son to sit on his throne this very day.
7 "Now, O LORD my God, you have made your servant king in place of my father David. But I am only a little child and do not know how to carry out my duties. 8 Your servant is here among the people you have chosen, a great people, too numerous to count or number. 9 So give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong. For who is able to govern this great people of yours?"
10 The Lord was pleased that Solomon had asked for this. 11 So God said to him, "Since you have asked for this and not for long life or wealth for yourself, nor have asked for the death of your enemies but for discernment in administering justice, 12 I will do what you have asked. I will give you a wise and discerning heart, so that there will never have been anyone like you, nor will there ever be. 13 Moreover, I will give you what you have not asked for—both riches and honor—so that in your lifetime you will have no equal among kings. 14 And if you walk in my ways and obey my statutes and commands as David your father did, I will give you a long life." 15 Then Solomon awoke—and he realized it had been a dream.


From G.K. Chesteron's St Thomas Aquinas, the Dumb Ox, Chapter 5; http://www.cse.dmu.ac.uk/~mward/gkc/books/aquinas.html#chap5

But probably the most representative revelation of this side of his life may be found in the celebrated story of the miracle of the crucifix; when in the stillness of the church of St. Dominic in Naples, a voice spoke from the carven Christ, and told the kneeling Friar that he had written rightly, and offered him the choice of a reward among all the things of the world.

Not all, I think, have appreciated the point of this particular story as applied to this particular saint. It is an old story, in so far as it is simply the offer made to a devotee of solitude or simplicity, of the pick of all the prizes of life. The hermit, true or false, the fakir, the fanatic or the cynic, Stylites on his column or Diogenes in his tub, can all be pictured as tempted by the powers of the earth, of the air or of the heavens, with the offer of the best of everything; and replying that they want nothing. In the Greek cynic or stoic it really meant the mere negative; that he wanted nothing. In the Oriental mystic or fanatic, it sometimes meant a sort of positive negative; that he wanted Nothing; that Nothing was really what he wanted. Sometimes it expressed a noble independence, and the twin virtues of antiquity, the love of liberty and the hatred of luxury. Sometimes it only expressed a self-sufficiency that is the very opposite of sanctity. But even the stories of real saints, of this sort, do not quite cover the case of St. Thomas. He was not a person who wanted nothing; and he was a person who was enormously interested in everything. His answer is not so inevitable or simple as some may suppose. As compared with many other saints, and many other philosophers, he was avid in his acceptance of Things; in his hunger and thirst for Things. It was his special spiritual thesis that there really are things; and not only the Thing; that the Many existed as well as the One. I do not mean things to eat or drink or wear, though he never denied to these their place in the noble hierarchy of Being; but rather things to think about, and especially things to prove, to experience and to know. Nobody supposes that Thomas Aquinas, when offered by God his choice among all the gifts of God, would ask for a thousand pounds, or the Crown of Sicily, or a present of rare Greek wine. But he might have asked for things that he really wanted: and he was a man who could want things; as he wanted the lost manuscript of St. Chrysostom. He might have asked for the solution of an old difficulty; or the secret of a new science; or a flash of the inconceivable intuitive mind of the angels, or any one of a thousand things that would really have satisfied his broad and virile appetite for the very vastness and variety of the universe. The point is that for him, when the voice spoke from between the outstretched arms of the Crucified, those arms were truly opened wide, and opening most gloriously the gates of all the worlds; they were arms pointing to the east and to the west, to the ends of the earth and the very extremes of existence. They were truly spread out with a gesture of omnipotent generosity; the Creator himself offering Creation itself; with all its millionfold mystery of separate beings, and the triumphal chorus of the creatures. That is the blazing background of multitudinous Being that gives the particular strength, and even a sort of surprise, to the answer of St. Thomas, when he lifted at last his head and spoke with, and for, that almost blasphemous audacity which is one with the humility of his religion; "I will have Thyself."

Or, to add the crowning and crushing irony to this story, so uniquely Christian for those who can really understand it, there are some who feel that the audacity is softened by insisting that he said, "Only Thyself."

What do I desire?
Lord, help me to desire You.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Paul the Arrogant?


Wow. Brad alerted us to an experiment where five unchurched folks were paid to attend a service. http://drewmarshall.ca/blog.html Interesting concept; sort of a twist on the Ship of Fools Mystery Worshipper idea. http://ship-of-fools.com/Mystery/index.html

Here's what one woman named Taylor Parkes had to say:

"I am not of a church background and have very little experience with scripture and therefore don’t believe I can critique the pastors understanding of the verses he used within the service however I can comment on how I perceived them as a result of his presentation. The verses used were 1st Thessalonians chapter 2 verses 1-12 which was written by Paul if I remember correctly. The Pastor really tried to emphasis the confidence that Paul uses within this section and I don’t know if it was successful in getting his point across, as we all know there is a fine line between confidence and arrogance and its was definitely being flirted with which tainted his 'God makes the difference' theme."

Taylor is being quite generous here, but this makes the second time in a month that I have heard Paul called "arrogant." The previous time was by A., our former Moslem friend, who has been reading the NT with a magnifying glass in her thirst to know more about Jesus. That two so different people could come to the same conclusion invites further analysis.

While I don't want to endorse a canon with the canon, I do think that practically our theologies end up preferring one voice or set of voices to others. The Reformation emphasized Paul. For example, witness how important the book of Romans has been for Protestants, from Luther to Barth. It has been the point of entry for countless Christians, particularly those of modernist bent. If you are focused on words, preaching and argument, Paul is your man. But what if you aren't focused on those things? Then it seems to me that it might be quite possible to perceive Paul as arrogant.

Why a Postmodernist may see Paul as arrogant....

I have no way of knowing for sure, but I suspect that Taylor Parkes may be representative of the postmoderns among us. If so, she'll be looking primarily for meaning and relationship rather than truth and teaching; and charisma will speak louder than content. She will be deeply suspicious of anyone who speaks authoritatively, for what others take as magisterial she will take as tyrannical.
IMO, Paul will not be the best way "in" to the gospel for her simply because Paul is too didactic and dogmatic. Lacking much interest and experience in argumentation, folks like Taylor will likely take Paul to be on a power trip: contentious, boastful and "intolerant."

Why a Moslem may see Paul as arrogant...


But what about A.? She called Paul "arrogant" as well. Certainly A is no postmodernist; as she battles stage IV stomach cancer she is heavily invested in what is true, and is hungry to learn all she can about Him who is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Her tradition presented her with an entirely transcendent God who is in total control; whose will cannot be thwarted, and who demands total obedience. She feared Allah, but when she met Jesus in the gospels she fell in love. Yet she is no antinomian. So why should she have a problem with Paul, apostle to the Gentiles?


One obvious reason, given the current political climate, might be his Jewishness. But that can't be the only reason: after all, Paul was in trouble with the Jews more than he was with the Gentiles.
Another reason might be that pesky epistle to the Galatians, wherein Paul challenges legalism--Moslems can be a target for that as well as Jews and Christians. The idea of freedom in Christ has always been difficult for fallen human beings to grasp, and it can seem so much easier to live life according to duty rather than according to virtue.


But in my conversations with A, these are not factors at all for her. A.'s complaint about Paul has been the same as Taylor's: his arrogance. But instead of viewing Paul as domineering and close minded, A. takes him to be self-centered: "He talks too much about himself!" Instead of confidence, she sees conceit.

A is very sensitive about individualism, as she greatly misses the crowds and hospitality of her native Tehran. When she first came to Eugene she asked her husband, H. why there weren't any people on the streets. "It's a holiday," H. explained. But then the next day, and the day after that, and the day after that, the sidewalks were still not bustling and full. "What is going on?" she demanded. "Where are all the people?" H. sheepishly admitted,"this is Oregon. There aren't as many people here as there are in Iran. Or even in Los Angeles."

Yes, here in the Pacific Northwest rugged individualism has been our heritage, and Eugene --"where the old hippies go to die" --is renowned for its unique personalities. (Okay, fine. Some folks call them anarchists.But we also have our share of yuppies and self-absorbed New Agers.) A. has been bewildered. To her, Paul appears to be yet another narcissist in a long parade of European individualists.

I find all this fascinating and troubling. As I work with both groups of people, the Taylors and the A's, I want to work with their grain as much as possible, rather than against it. So with A, I have spent a lot of time focusing on John instead of Paul, and that strategy seems to be effective. "I am the vine, you are the branches" and "Little children, love one another" are easy for A. to digest. But at some point, if God allows, we will need to come to terms with Paul. And how will we do so? Here are some ways I think I might win him a hearing:

1) discuss his experiences of conversion and persecution for Christ, focusing on another side of Paul that they might not be aware of. Experiences are narratives rather than arguments, so hopefully that might defuse the resistance to truth/teaching. Only when that resistance is overcome will the ears be ready to hear and the eyes be ready to see. A. is already able to understand the persecution part, because she has told me that if the Lord heals her so that she can go back to visit her mother, she will be jailed for becoming a Christian.

2) discuss the genre of epistle (as opposed to gospel) and Paul's vocation as a missionary/church planter (as opposed to John's, as "elder statesman," "beloved apostle" and mystic.
Any further ideas are welcome!