How Paul points the way to a fresh way of seeing faith.
Years
ago during graduate studies at Regent College, I had a desperate talk
with Eugene Peterson about how my PhD had turned the words of God into a
great, big research project. I was trying to read my lifeless Bible,
but I was interrupted 1,000 times by children needing to be fed,
changed, read to, and more. I begged him to give me a spiritual
discipline, some rope to haul me out of the hole I was in.
“Well, Julie,” he said, “is there anything you are doing in a disciplined manner already?”
I thought about my newborn daughter, Iona, and the hours
that I spent nailed to our couch feeding her. She had reflux, and most
of what went into her immediately came up again, which meant that I had
to repeat the feed all over again. “Nursing Iona is the only thing I can
count on,” I said. “She makes sure of that.”
He patted my hand, then, like a parent consoling a dissatisfied child who is not content with their lot in life. “Julie, that is your spiritual discipline. Now start paying attention to what you are already doing. Be present.”
In that moment and so many others like it, I was weakened by a very common and insidious temptation: I wanted to be for Christ instead of being in
Christ. I saw my familial responsibilities as obstacles to a godly life
when in fact they were the very place he wanted to meet me.
Accordingly, I had to radically revise my view of obedience to include
the simple act of abiding in Christ.
This idea of being “in Christ” is arguably one of the most potent—and perplexing—aspects of Paul’s letters.
Although we tend to speak of salvation as “Jesus in my
heart” (a phrase used only one time in the Bible—Eph. 3:17) or as
“Christ in me” (which is mentioned five times in the Bible—2 Cor. 13:5,
Rom. 8:10, Gal. 4:19, Gal. 2:20, Col. 1:27), Paul says something far
more often: He uses the phrase “in Christ” 165 times. The
Bible’s favorite way of describing our salvation is one we rarely use.
For Paul, salvation was simple: It was being joined to Jesus Christ.
When I first began to study Paul, I glossed over this
description and assumed it was just another way of talking about what
Jesus did for me on the cross. But the more I read Scripture, the more I
realized that Paul was actually talking about being joined to Jesus. As
John Calvin writes, “But we do not regard Christ as outside of and
distant from us, in such a way that His righteousness is imputed to us
in mechanical fashion, but we put Him on and are made members of His
body, and He has deemed us worthy to be united with him.”
According to Calvin, to be saved by Christ means to be included in the person of Christ.
For me, this was a Damascus Road revelation. The scales
fell from my eyes. This idea didn’t contradict anything I had learned
about Scripture, but it made so much more sense of commands that I
obeyed but didn’t really understand—like getting baptized, going to
church, taking communion.
Paul, too, is hit with the same truth of being “in
Christ” when he encounters Jesus on the road to Damascus. Saul is
breathing down the necks of Christians, ready to arrest them, when at
the gates to Damascus he is blinded by a flash of light. He falls to the
ground and hears a voice saying, “Saul, Saul. Why are you persecuting
me?” Saul asks, “Who are you?” And the voice says, “I am Jesus.”
The voice doesn’t ask, “Why are you persecuting my
people?” Instead it explains that Saul’s actions against Christians are
directly hurting Jesus himself, whom Saul had never seen, touched, or
hurt. This dramatic Damascus Road experience revealed not only Jesus
but, perhaps more importantly, the ongoing connection that Jesus had
with his followers.
This conviction grew and grew over Paul’s life. His
letters are overflowing with references to “union with Christ.” In the
introduction to his translation of the New Testament, the Bible scholar
J. B. Phillips writes of Paul and other New Testament writers,
To these men it is quite plainly the invasion of their
lives by a new quality of life altogether. They do not hesitate to
describe this as Christ “living in” them. ... We are practically driven
to accept their own explanation, which is that their little human lives
had, [in] Christ, been linked up with the very life of God. … These
early Christians were on fire with the conviction that they had become,
[in] Christ, literally sons of God; they were pioneers of a new
humanity, founders of a new Kingdom.
In this kingdom context, here is how union works: Paul believes that we are united to Jesus’ descent and his ascent.
First, Christ joined himself to us in the Incarnation.
This union is not subjectively experienced by us but is an objective,
cosmic miracle of God uniting himself to our humanity. This
extraordinary event doesn’t get activated by our faith or by praying a
prayer. Rather, it has already happened—it just is.
The
second part of the mystery is even greater: Jesus has thrown open his
history to us. This is the subjective, personal part that we are invited
to step into. The Spirit says to each one of us, “Okay, who’s in?” Then
we are ushered into the Spirit’s primary work in the universe—to put
all things into Christ and to be joined to him.
Together, these two unions are the huge,
creation-encompassing ideas that we find in Paul’s letters. When we say,
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ
lives in me” (Gal 2:20), it is not a mindfulness technique or a
positive-thinking exercise. This is our new reality. Our job is to wake
up to it. All of the big theological words—justification,
sanctification—now make sense in this orbit of being “in Christ.”
So how do we enter all of this? How do we abide in Christ?
First, the church is the context for our union with Jesus.
The church is not merely a building or a community of
people—it exists in union with Christ, and union with Christ means that
you can’t say “Jesus, yes. Church, no.” When you are united to Christ,
you are put into a family. There are no “only children” in the kingdom.
Growing up, I, like most children at the time, had to go
to church. I am eternally grateful to my parents for not making this an
option, because as a child, I didn’t know that church is like being in a
family—you can’t opt out. If you opt out of family, you grow up not
knowing yourself. You have to learn the family dynamics, go to the
family reunions, eat the traditional family foods, and endure some of
the family craziness.
In the early church, people were so convinced that the
church was a living reality of those united to Christ that unbaptized
persons were not allowed to enter. They were given permission to watch,
sing, and pray in the large entryway, but they could not walk into the
space unless they had been united with Christ through baptism.
Second, if the church is the primary context for abiding
in Christ, then baptism in the church enacts our union with him. Paul
says that “if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will
certainly also be united with him in a resurrection like his” (Rom. 6).
In baptism, we experience the gospel in water. We physically declare
that we are dying to all attempts to “be ourselves” apart from Christ
and instead are raised to new life in him.
Finally, the Lord’s Supper nurtures our union with Christ.
If union is God’s embrace of us, then Communion is our
throwing ourselves into the arms of his loving embrace. In Communion, we
are eating the good news of our connection with Christ. As Paul writes,
“Is not the cup of thanksgiving for which we give thanks a
participation in the blood of Christ? And is not the bread that we break
a participation in the body of Christ?” (1 Cor. 10:16).
Doing something “for Christ” is a very different action
than being “in Christ” and although both bear important fruit for the
kingdom, for most of us, being in Christ poses the greater challenge.
As Eugene Peterson taught me those years ago, we find
our salvation in the simple habits of our daily lives. As we parent, we
do so in union with Christ. As we work, we do so in union with Christ.
As we face illness or despair, we do so in union with Christ. And as we
go forward for Communion every week, we remember that we dwell in him
and that he dwells in us. Our coming forward is an act of faith,
declaring that we were created for union with Christ and that we need to
be continually nourished by that union. Not unlike the child I
breastfed those years ago, we are sustained by Christ daily, hourly—even
when we are most unaware.
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