Have you ever wondered how David,
apparently a man after God’s own heart, found himself capable of
flagrant acts of adultery and murder? Have you ever wondered how David
could still be a believer after all that? Think about if a similar
scandal were to come to light in our day: if some mega-pastor were
caught in adultery with one of his congregants, and then it turns out he
had her husband assassinated in an attempt to avoid a scandal. Would
you ever be able to trust that pastor’s repentance?
Duty and Affection
For years, I have had a sentence written
on the glass between the tracking and monitoring rooms in the Nehemiah
Foundation’s project studio: “Duty will not compel me more than
affection.” It’s an aphorism I learned from some colonial American whose
name I have forgotten. I like to look at it while I’m in the tedious
process of mixing and editing. It reminds me that I press forward not in
grim resignation but joyful resolution.
But that’s me. I know many people whose
commitment to duty very much overrides their various affections, and I
won’t say at this point that these people necessarily err in this. When I
look at my father, for instance, I see a sincere and meek-hearted
Christian whose commitment to duty overrides all other impulses. I don’t
know the true state of his heart, obviously, but his actions are
generally unimpeachable. So I don’t know that it makes a lot of sense to
tell my father: “Duty should not compel you more than affection.”
In the parable of the willing and
unwilling sons, Jesus made it clear that the unwilling son who helped
his father in spite of his contrary feelings was a true son (Matt. 21:28–32).
In other words, it was good that the unwilling son’s sense of duty
ultimately overcame his initially wrong-hearted affections. But is Jesus
suggesting that doing what is right even when we don’t feel like it is
the terminal destination for Christian sanctification? I don’t think so.
But neither is he saying that contradicting wrong affections with a
sense of duty is (necessarily or always) false religion or legalism.
In the process of developing an effective
approach to right-doing, I have begun to realize that sincere and
genuine believers tend to find motivation for righteousness in at least
two distinct ways: through reverence (duty) or through devotion
(affection). In other words, there are “ought to” Christians and “want
to” Christians.
Before I dive into making a biblical case
for the legitimacy of these two motivations to virtue, let me say that I
don’t think either one is more or less important or necessary in the
church today. In order to stay healthy, the church needs a good mix of
both kinds of Christians.
“Ought to” and “Want to” Christians
“Ought to” Christians are motivated by a
desire to obey the rules and orders given by their Master. They
generally submit to authority. They have a strong commitment to duty,
and a healthy fear of punishment. They regularly do right even when they
don’t actually want to do right. They are unwilling to bend the letter
of the law because they often have trouble seeing into its spirit. They
prefer to “err on the side of caution.” They tend to be conservative,
particularly in “ain’t broke, don’t fix it” terms. They operate toward
God as their Father and their Master much more often than as their
Brother and their Friend.
“Want to” Christians are generally
unwilling to do differently than they feel, so following the rules for
them has more to do with correcting their broken affections than constraining
them. They tend to challenge the status quo and question authority.
They regularly bend the letter of the law. In fact, they tend to act
without carefully consulting the letter in the first place. They often
experience the spirit of the law more clearly through sustained intimacy
with God, but have dangerous intermittent periods of spiritual coolness
that leave them vulnerable to great temptation. They do not fear
punishment. They tend to think it’s better to ask for forgiveness than
permission. They operate toward God as their Brother and their Friend
much more than as their Father and Master.
The Bible has a number of scenarios where
“ought to” and “want to” Christians are placed together in the same
story as mutual foils. Each of these scenarios is enlightening. Here are
the ones I have noticed:
Notice that in each of these scenarios, God makes it clear that both
the “want to” and “ought to” believers are truly his children. They
each represent legitimate complimentary angles on righteousness. Let’s
consider the story of David and Uriah more closely.
David and Uriah: Case Study of “Want to” and “Ought to”
David was a “want to” Christian. He
viewed the law of God as his delight before he viewed it as his duty. He
regularly bent or broke the conventional rules of tradition and
propriety and had a pretty flexible view on the letter of the law as
well. For instance, he ate the forbidden showbread (1 Sam. 21:1ff). He danced before the ark in what his wife (and probably others) thought was a shameful state of undress (2 Sam. 6:12ff). He had no problem telling lies to his enemies (1 Sam. 27:8) and sometimes even his friends (1 Sam. 21:2). He eschewed the conventional parameters of hand-to-hand combat—and warfare in general (re: Goliath).
There are probably many other examples of
how David discerned the spirit and substance of the law, and therefore
felt comfortable operating in an extra-conventional righteousness. God
still blessed David in this, and God considered David even an
exceptionally righteous man (Acts 13:22).
But then you have, on the other hand,
Uriah. This was a man of duty, conviction, and principle. He refused to
sleep with his wife when he came home from the battlefield. He came home
only at his king’s specific command. He fought and died bravely, and
from everything we know of him, he was righteous. He followed human
conventions even possibly to a fault, and probably said things like,
“Better to err on the side of caution” and “It’s the principle of the
thing.”
It’s interesting to consider how Uriah
and David would have operated if their places had been switched. If
Uriah had been in David’s shoes, he probably would not have sinned with
Bathsheba. But he probably would have died trying to cross swords with
Goliath (as a matter of honor), and it’s unlikely Uriah could have
written most of the Psalms.
It’s almost certainly the case that David
would have slept in his own bed with his own wife if he had been in
Uriah’s position—and he wouldn’t have been wrong to do so. And it is
almost equally certain that Uriah would not have eaten the showbread in David’s position—and Uriah wouldn’t have been wrong to abstain.
The David and Uriah pairing should act as a grave warning to the “want to” Christian. What happens when you don’t want
to or when you are drawn to want something other than God’s will in
your life? You’re in a dangerous position. You can infer the cooling of
David’s fervency even at the beginning of his temporary fall from grace.
Rather than going out (with Uriah and the other soldiers) “during the
time when kings go to battle,” David decided to stay behind and loaf
about on his rooftop (2 Sam. 11:1).
Marc Chagall – Kind David and Bathsheba (1957) [demurely cropped for “ought to” brothers and sisters]
Was he depressed? Complacent? Bored?
Possibly all of the above. The point is that his delight in God’s will
was not burning quite as fervently in his heart as it usually did. And
unlike the “ought to” Christian, David didn’t have the same healthy fear
of punishment to hold him back from great sin. So when his affections
were drawn elsewhere, he acted on them as usual—to devastating
consequences.
Would such a fall likely happen to an
“ought to” Christian? No. Such a public scandal is not likely to happen
to an “ought to” Christian—if he or she is a genuine believer, that is.
Duty-driven Christians generally avoid such circumstances by not veering
from their rules. They have learned how to operate against their
affections out of a healthy fear of negative consequences.
But “ought to” Christians have a major
weakness too—since they are capable of functioning righteously on the
exterior even when their hearts are not in the right place, they often
don’t have the same external warning signs when something is going very
wrong in their spirits. And they don’t have the same urgency to get
their hearts right. Everything could look quite normal and righteous on
the outside, even when a sinful spirit is rotting them out from the
inside.
Strengths and Weaknesses of Our Motivations
The “want to” Christian has many
strengths: contagious passion, oftentimes greater insight into the
spirit of the Law, spiritual boldness, and a willingness to challenge
the status quo (very important when it needs challenging).
But the “want to” Christian has a major
weakness: the capacity for extraordinary acts of wickedness in those
rare and usually short-lived times when his passion for God has cooled.
The “ought to” Christian has many
strengths: steady righteousness, faithfulness in the little things,
respect for authority and tradition, and extraordinary loyalty.
But the “ought to” Christian has a major
weakness: the ability to harbor a sinful spirit indefinitely within a
superficially “righteous” exterior.
It’s generally the case that a “want to”
Christian, like David, can commit even great sin and still be a sincere
believer. In fact, the “want to” believer’s spirit might be truly
righteous most of the time. Since David obviously did whatever he
wanted, the fact that he so consistently followed after God indicates
that he generally wanted to follow after and be like God. A whole lot more than most of us actually. So even though many of us might never do that thing that David did, it’s still the case that his heart was more consistently like God’s than ours.
Great sin can come against the “want to”
Christian in a moment of weakness, but in order for an “ought to”
Christian to do what David did, that Christian’s entire motivation for
virtue would have to be destroyed. If an “ought to” Christian gets to
the point that he no longer possesses any healthy fear of punishment for
a monumental breach, he has probably been living in secret sin already
for many years. It’s hard to recover from that.
When you consider the Pharisees, you see the final
corruption and apostasy of “ought to” believers: they become
white-washed tombs. “Ought to” Christianity can drift into Christ-hating
legalism if it is not rooted in real union with God, and one of the
extraordinary dangers of this drift is that, at least superficially,
apostate “ought to” pharisaism doesn’t look much different than genuine
“ought to” belief.
“Want to” Christians look like the big sinners we
all say we know we all are. “Want to” Christians have trouble hiding
their sin tendencies, for better and for worse. While they are
re-tooling their affections, they will probably sin fairly regularly
(and publicly). They don’t contribute very much to making the church seem
pious to outsiders (or insiders, for that matter). But their zeal and
sincerity (when properly directed) contributes much to the right spirit
of the church.
“Ought to” Christians look like legalists. Their
commitment to duty can make them real sticks in the mud. They don’t
contribute much to making the church seem welcoming to outsiders (or
insiders, for that matter). But without their faithfulness, prudence,
loyalty, and conservative submission to standards, the church would tear
itself apart.
Conclusion
Jesus exhibited both “ought to” and “want to” qualities at
different times in his life and ministry. He clearly didn’t have much
problem breaking conventional rules (he particularly galled the
Pharisees by working on the sabbath and hanging out with sinners). But
he was also absolutely fastidious in other circumstances (his responses
to Satan in the wilderness were all drawn from the Law in Deuteronomy).
He also did things he did not “feel” like doing (as evidenced in
Gethsemane). His reverence for the Father compelled him at times. His
affection for his brothers and sisters compelled him at others. He was
the perfect and whole person.
As Christ’s body, each of us must imitate him in that
small part he has given us within himself. None of us are complete or
whole unto ourselves, though. “Want to” and “ought to” Christians pursue
their individual qualities in Christ, and then come together to form a
complete person in the church.
I wrote this article to help genuine
Christians recognize their own strengths and weaknesses, but also to
help us look after each other in love. Too many times, churches begin to
coalesce around one particular motivation for virtue, and this often
results in a collective emphasis on individual weaknesses. “Want-to”
churches tend to lack discipline, rigor, order, and commitment. They
tend to look down on the hobgoblin-beset, legalistic minds meeting down
the street. “Ought-to” churches tend to lack heart, compassion,
forgiveness, and flexibility. They tend to look down on the nightmare
hippie children scandalizing the name of Christ in the other part of
town.
The operations of “want to” and “ought to” Christians
serve a similar function in the church that fusion and electro-magnetism
serve in the sun. Without fusion, the sun would be cold and dead. But
without the constraining electro-magnetic field, the sun would be an
explosion—not a productive and continual source of life-giving energy.
We need a healthy mix of both kinds of
Christians in all of our churches. Developing this healthy mix will
require all of us to exit our comfort zones for the sake of our brothers
and sisters and the church. Practically speaking, how do you think we
can accomplish this?
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